My life

I always thought my life would end long time ago 😪 sad I know. I tried so many times and I just couldn't do it. I just thought what am I doing I have my babys 👶 to think about I can't do it. Sometimes it gets worser late at night I'm thinking what am I doing with my life yes I want another baby but it gets harder thinking what if I can't do it with having a 5 year old deep down I know I can do it. When you have someone telling you all the time you can't do it or you need to lose some weight first gets hard. That's when I get so depressed when people talk to me that way.